I'm sorry... || October 2016 Update

Hi Everybunny!

So… It’s been a while hasn’t it? 9 months actually to be precise wow… I feel awful that I’ve full on forgotten about this I end up doing everything in video form… Tbh I think at the end of every month I’m going to post and talk about the videos I’ve uploaded to both my channels that month so there’s at least one post a month haha, I’m trying to be more active on everything e.g. snapchat/Instagram/blogger and hopefully patreon as well… I have a patreon now but I only got sponsored once and I never received it either so I have no clue what happened there xD I’ve been a little all over the place in life if I’m honest. To give you an update on what’s been happening in the last 9 months… (no nothing to do with pregnancy either I swear).

February – May

I was SWAMPED with university and finishing my first year I don’t think that needs further explaining if I’m honest.

May – August

I basically spent every waking hour trying to get a job as in all my hours and effort because I literally had NO income and I was also trying to sort out a lot of financial issues with the government and my dad’s benefits (he’s disabled and not fit to work before any comments get put down on that).

August – October

I started working so I spent all my time at work and also started uni again.

October – Present

Well within this past months’ worth of time… One of my rabbits died, my fella and I had to take his dog to get put to sleep, I got fired from my job, I got an infection that I had to go on antibiotics for which disagreed with me quite a bit, my uncle is in a coma, the anniversary of my nan passing happened, and something really bad happened in my family that I can’t discuss directly but basically 2 people I care about are no longer 1 person I care about… Sorry to be vague but it’s something really big in the family that I shouldn’t divulge… I’m also ill again which is fantastic really…

I’ve also been trying to do YouTube as well as living generally so as you can imagine it’s not the easiest thing when you look after the house and your dad as well.

I know it’s not a full excuse to not be on here AT ALL but I’m letting you know what’s been going on, the past month has mentally been very hard for me. I’m hoping to be more active on insta, snapchat, here and I want to start streaming cosplay costests on periscope as well considering that’s what people voted on twitter xD

On my YouTube channels as well I’ve posted a few hair things over the last few months (not this current month specifically) but I also finished crazy craft on my gaming channel and started 2 new Minecraft SMP series and I’m continuing my sims 4 gold digger series and my crash bandicoot throwback Thursday series as well (I’ve finally got my ps2 controllers back to actually play it properly!). I going to be posting an update video on my main channel asap as well and as soon as that’s out I’m going to try and post 1 video a week on my main channel and the 4 videos a week on my gaming channel. Schedule as followed;

Tuesday – Forgotten Isles

Thursday – Throwback Thursday / Crash Bandicoot

Saturday – Harmony Hollow

Sunday – Sims 4 Gold Digger

I’m going to try and every day or every other day for insta and snapchat and at least once a week on here. I’m trying to throw myself into my channels and social medias now I’m no longer working, if I’m honest it takes some stress off of me working as it was taking me at least an hour and a half there and back so 3 hours travelling without traffic just to get to work, I do that for uni as well but its 2 days a week but with work on top it was like 4/5 days a week dependant on m shifts really so.

I know I don’t have a big following but I don’t really care I just wanted to give an update! Thank you all so much for reading and I will speak to you all soon!

Em

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Diet Doodle Diary ~

Hey Everybunny!

So very recently I spoke about wanting to be healthier and more productive this new years, well and happier but more on that later, and I think I'm doing alright...

Anyways the title of this blog may have you confused well, as part of my healthier resolution I at some point wanted to rejoin the gym and clean up my diet. Last night an offer for puregym appeared in my inbox, rejoin for no sign up charge and there were new and cheaper memberships too, so I've rejoined! Moved my gym to be closer to uni so on uni days I'll be working out before, after or between classes. The goal is 3 times a week! Not doable today as I've came straight from the other halves and have no gym stuff, a heavy bag of weekend stuff and no locker padlock... You guessed it not very safe...

So my first sesh will be in the next 3 days when I've caught up with my backlog at home :)

I still haven't explained the damn title... Well about a month ago I was in the works, as always, and saw some workout books one was the women magazine -insert when home-Women'sHealth Little Book of Exercise honestly check it out! And the second I saw was Diet Doodle Diary (the title of this blog) and its an amazing interactive book, kinda like wreck this journal but with more structure. So I thought I would include you all on my journey and maybe if you like the book it could help you out :)

Book Covers

Page 1

Page 2

First Interaction Page 

My details filled out :3 (dont judge xD)

 The next page ~ which i think is a lovely idea!

(I will add the edited page when i get on my pc and printer tomorrow)

Next fun little page :) which i actually did earlier without opening this book xD

Week one Diet Diary without addition

Day 1 :3

Exercise Diary ~ Forgot to take a pic of it empty xD

Next Page ~ Unedited

Filled with my answers :3

The next pages are for week 2 so i will make a new blog post next monday with the filled out diaries and the next pages:3 

In regards to diet I've vowed lent on my chocolate \ sugar addiction and I going cold turkey. You need sugar but not to the extent i eat it... I'm also cutting bread out too, its crazy how many cals and crap is in 1 piece! Portion control is a huge boulder I need to take too but I just really wanna be working out again I really miss it. Sleep too, I need to get more!!!!

I hope you're looking forward to this little journey n.n

I also hope you like the diet doodle diary and lemme know if you want me to add the before and after page views or just my filled out ones n.n <3

Just a small blog for today, sorry I haven't kept up my 2\3 a week things have been a bit hectic but I've learnt you can schedule them and I also have a tablet now too so seen as I travel so fricking much I'm hoping to do as I'm doing now and draft some piece up in the meantime here :)

Thank you for reading!

<3 Embunny

End of the year Update - 2015~

Hey Everybunny!

I have a couple of things to cover in this blog post so pleas bear with the rambling I just can’t help myself sometimes haha J

First off I would just like to cover the 24 hour charity live stream you last saw a blog post on! We raised £150 for charity! What an amazing amount! I split the amount between the 2 Charites ‘Cancer Research UK’ and ’Alzheimer’s Research UK’ of £75 each! Here are the donation images I took in case anyone from blogger joined to watch or donated to see that the money reached the intended target :3 even though I was physically and emotionally exhausted by the end of it it was an amazing experience and a lot of fun! I’m really glad everyone who tuned in tuned in and enjoyed themselves! I know it was to raise money but I really enjoyed talking with everyone! J The next 24 hour charity livestream will be sometime in February 2016! So please stay tuned for more information on that! My games list will update as and when I get new games! (Could really do with updating that after I’ve made this blog really haha)

Secondly I would like to cover what’s been going on and where I’ve been really meh, if you follow me on twitter (@whitewolfem) then you will have a much greater understanding… At the beginning of November (if you saw the post which if not I will link here à http://whitewolfem.blogspot.co.uk/2015/11/delay.html) I did a post on why I disappeared for months, well I’ll give you a little update since then (so nearly 2 months since I think right?) and address nearly all those original points I made;

·   1. I’ve gone back to University. – I am indeed still at university and on both my first exam and essay I received just under 70% so im smashing the 40% needed to pass the piece of work!

·  2. I’ve been working… a lot. – I am no longer working. This will make much more sense when I explain one of the other points soon but I couldn’t cope with that point and the amount of work and dedication I needed for uni. I cried my eyes out at my leaving do but it’s something I needed to do I have to put my education first this time J and I made some of the greatest friends through that place that I really need to make sure I keep in contact with (im terrible for that)

·   3. Someone in my family is terminal, - Well this is the main point, and she was actually the whole reason for my charity lives stream… We lost her on the 10^th of November…. 2 days after I made the original post actually… So because of her loss and the affect it’s had on myself (and the whole family of course) and sorting things I wasn’t going into uni I needed time off work and I just couldn’t cope with it all so something had to give, the only thing that could was of course work sadly… it was a beautiful service and we will miss her dearly <3 Love you nan <3

·  4. Home- This point is still valid only around the second week of December me and the bunnies came over to my other halves house for the Christmas and New Year holidays J

·     5. Events. – This hasn’t been relivant in the last couple months due to the fact I couldn’t emotionally handle going anywhere so I missed insomnia and comic con (for the first time in 3 years) due to my mental health state but im hoping to pick it up again in the new year <3 

·  6. Lazy. It’s been a lot less lazy more emotionally and physically drained with everything going on as you can imagine </3

Right, so that’s at least a little bit of an update on things going on with me so you have a better understanding of my absence and stuff, but im going to really be trying now! I ran a poll on twitter to ask about blogging and if people wanted me to carry on with it and how often and the highest majority was for a couple times a week which I’m going to try very hard on J

Thank you all again to whoever bothers to keep up to date with me and I’ll be seeing you all again soon in the next blog post!

<3 Embunny

Jewelry/Charm Reference~

Hey Everybunny!

This blog is to keep people updated about what charms and other jewelry related things i have (this will be linked to etsy listings if there are multiple charm offerings for a listing) so it will be forever changing!
I will also show the 'sold out' charms and that way people can then ask if they would like me to order in anything from my old purchases!
Also if youd like a charm/style thats not listed on this blog at all then please do let me know what you would like and ill look for something and order it in for you n.n <3

Current Charms

These charms are ones i have multiples of and dont see them running out too soon!

These charms are what you see is what there is left :)

I also have pokemon charms;

~ These can be edited to reflect the pokemon much better, they were in a multipack for like £2 i just wanted the basic plastic pokemon shape :)

2015

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBO-

Oh wait... It's currently 7/1/2015 at 1:53pm... Kinda past the whole near thing isnt it? Oh dear xD

Anyways, i have been given an amazingly beautiful laptop for christmas which means ill be able to keep more up to date with all of my internet things which includes this blog! I'll also make sure to post more as i will redownload to my new phone :).

I will be making a New Year video which you will be able to find the link to at the bottom of this blog post when i have actually finished editing and uploading it xD but now i have 2 youtube accounts! My main one for vlogs, information, reviews, tutorials, artwork etc and a gaming channel :)

Gaming ---> https://www.youtube.com/user/WhiteWolfEmGaming
Main ---> https://www.youtube.com/user/WhiteWolfEm

Pretty simple aye ;)

Now that the pointless selfpromotion is out of the way i wanna discuss with you what i wanna bring to this blog. The reviews ill be doing for Youtube i will also put on tumblr posts and on blogger posts, so that way people who can't access one or the other or maybe both can access it and/or comment on their favourite posts. Here will be the most indepth discussions with all the added detail i didn't feel it necessary to include in the shorter going through :)
Basically if you want the basics youtube and tumblr, if you want in depth and lots of pictures explanations and information, you come here :)
Alot of companies i've reached out to for reviews and sponsering have all asked for either a blog or tumblr, noone really cares for the youtube videos, but i wanna do them all just in case :)

Now here comes the part where i want your involvement :3 if you'd be most kind n.n

I would like advice on making this blog better and what information and style of blog posts the people who will or want to read would enjoy reading, there will be alot of reviews and tutorials put on here and also monthly youtube videos promotions from my channels so you can then read a small descrip and choose which videos youd rather watch at the end of every month :) so it makes it a little simpler for those who are only interested in certain things :)
I've never properly had a blog post before so i would like to know what parts of how i write and st everything out (layout) work and what needs changing and how also :)

For a quick update into my life 2015 i want it to be the year i really push my game UP! By that i mean stop being lazy, connect with more people and further myself in my art, my creativity, my gaming/youtube and the new career path im on. I also want to go back to uni and complete my first year and sort out my dad (hopefully). I don't think ill be leaving my dads and moving in with my fella this year, there's a chance for next year or maybe the year after, hopefully no later than 2017/2018 :)
At the minute my house is in utter chaos! I was moving all of the upstairs rooms around and i spent at least 3 weeks at my other halfs over the christmas and new year period, i'm actually there right now! Tomorrow after work will be the first night i've spent back at my dads for nearly a month xD so by tomorrow night i will have planned to have finished moving everything into the 2 rooms and finishing off the last of the decorating and sorting my new bedroom by the end of next week :) (wish me luck xD)
I have also ordered softbox lights and when the gaming room is sorted ill have a clear wall to do videos with so for lookbooks or reviews or general vlogs (If i choose to make them that formal) so year by the end of january ill have those things sorted and hopefully more structure and order to my life :)
Doubt it but won't hurt to really give it a good go xD
I also wanna get healthier and read 100 books this year but i doubt that that'll happen tbh xD

Anyways i best be off, this was a really long blog, but i hope you welcome me back and will enjoy reading my blog :D <3

Em
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