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Thursday 31 December 2015

New Year and New Years Resolutions - 2015 into 2016~


Hey Everybunny!

FIRST OFF!
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR <3

So this is a post I’m pretty sure EVERYONE and their mother’s post this time of year! Around my blog I have a goodreads widget next to them showing the books I’ve read/reviewed and my goal… I didn’t accomplish my reading goal this year but I’m hoping to change that and make sure I accomplish that goal next year instead now but this has got me thinking of resolutions and such, which funnily enough also links into my goodreads post! What a good transition!

So I’ve recently read ‘Girl Online’ by Zoe Sugg and her character in the story is a blog writer (also a little kick up the butt to carry on with this lil ole thing) and in the story she makes a blog post about new year’s resolutions, she mentions in the post you’re only meant to give yourself 3 resolutions because you’re more likely to achieve them then. So I wanted to write out mine and explain them a little more in depth (the goodreads goal doesn’t count as a resolution that’s just a challenge I’m giving myself is all ahha)

RESOLUTION 1;
~ Be Happier
RESOLUTION 2;
~ Be Healthier
RESOLUTION 3;
~ Be Consistent

The first resolution really goes without saying doesn’t it to be honest? 2015 was a REALLY REALLY sad year for both me and my family and it looks like in 2016 my other halves family will be going through some heart break as well </3 but due to the amount of things I give myself to do and the amount of responsibilities I take on I don’t get time to just make sure I’m happy…  I really need to change that, I have an issue called ‘idle hands syndrome’ if you google this now you’ll see it’s a term given to people that smoke and drink, basically when they quit their hands seem to do move around and say hold pencils like cigarettes or something. But I have never touched a cigarette in my life and ive only even been black out drunk once (which put me off drinking at all for months may I add and I’ve had to work myself back up to drinking at all especially koppaberg) no no I get this probem because I AM ALWAYS DOING SOMETHING! Even when was a kid before I had a mobile phone I was never still, my hands ALWAYS have to be doing something (which makes lying in bed chilling difficult I have to sleep or be on my phone/laptop or I feel myself going crazy) it’s a really bizarre thing if I’m honest… but due to this I just feel the need to always be doing something and don’t take time out to ‘smell the roses’ which is what I want to accomplish more in 2016, be happier and calmer and more relaxed I just want the stress to go away…

My second resolution is again very simple, you may or may not have seen my blog posts about getting fit and going on a diet (not exactly to lose weight but to clear my shitty diet up and get fitter) but they all failed miserably I did well for so many months and then just crashed and burned at the first hurdle. This year I’m not going to put THAT much strain on myself. I plain old just want to be more healthy and fitter and see where that leads, less takeaways and more home prepared foods. More colours and less browns (now that I’m no longer working I won’t feel the need to sneak off to maccies or something every day). Less chocolate and more fruits (in moderation as that also has high sugars and acid). Just overall cut out more of the crap! Going to give some apps a try with workouts and meal suggestions etc and I’ll leave some reviews for you! I also want to try drinking more water which wasn’t going too well but I found something that helped me. The less often you need to refill your glass or container the more likely you will refill often, so I’d recommend changing glasses to larger glasses like milkshake containers. There is something amazing online I really would like to buy but at like £18 it’s expensive for a bottle really…. It’s called water m8. But you only need to fill it twice a day and it has markers on where you should have drunk to by what time (obvs for those who do not do work outs or have very demanding jobs physically who need more water). Or you could buy a normal water bottle to take out with you like I have at the minute. I also use the app ‘My Water’ it’s 79p on the itunes market place and it looks really cute! It also has a great deal of drink options and amounts to really personalise what you’re drinking and it estimates how much you should be drinking on your weight, height, age and gender etc J So look out for some app reviews! J

My third resolution is again a big thing for me, especially with uni (as I’m writing this now I really should be doing a uni assignment which I left for a while given my mental health state and such) and youtube as examples, I am never consistant I say I’m going to do something and rarely stick through with it, I’m not saying there’s going to be a huge noticeable change, but what I’m saying is I’m going to TRY and fix it. I haven’t thought of how I’m going to but when I do I will let you all know J

Thank you all so much for reading! For those of you who have read all this blubbering perhaps you could post your resolutions in the comments and then we can meet back here when we feel we are accomplishing/failing them for moral support on both ends? J Hope you’re able to welcome in the new year with someone you love regardless of who or how (no one needs to party to have a good new year!)
Thank you for making my 2015 that little bit more special <3

<3 Embunny


p.s. I don’t actually remember my new year’s resolutions (if I had any) for last year…

End of the year Update - 2015~


Hey Everybunny!

I have a couple of things to cover in this blog post so pleas bear with the rambling I just can’t help myself sometimes haha J

First off I would just like to cover the 24 hour charity live stream you last saw a blog post on! We raised £150 for charity! What an amazing amount! I split the amount between the 2 Charites ‘Cancer Research UK’ and ’Alzheimer’s Research UK’ of £75 each! Here are the donation images I took in case anyone from blogger joined to watch or donated to see that the money reached the intended target :3 even though I was physically and emotionally exhausted by the end of it it was an amazing experience and a lot of fun! I’m really glad everyone who tuned in tuned in and enjoyed themselves! I know it was to raise money but I really enjoyed talking with everyone! J The next 24 hour charity livestream will be sometime in February 2016! So please stay tuned for more information on that! My games list will update as and when I get new games! (Could really do with updating that after I’ve made this blog really haha)


Secondly I would like to cover what’s been going on and where I’ve been really meh, if you follow me on twitter (@whitewolfem) then you will have a much greater understanding… At the beginning of November (if you saw the post which if not I will link here à http://whitewolfem.blogspot.co.uk/2015/11/delay.html) I did a post on why I disappeared for months, well I’ll give you a little update since then (so nearly 2 months since I think right?) and address nearly all those original points I made;

·   1. I’ve gone back to University. I am indeed still at university and on both my first exam and essay I received just under 70% so im smashing the 40% needed to pass the piece of work!
·  2. I’ve been working… a lot. I am no longer working. This will make much more sense when I explain one of the other points soon but I couldn’t cope with that point and the amount of work and dedication I needed for uni. I cried my eyes out at my leaving do but it’s something I needed to do I have to put my education first this time J and I made some of the greatest friends through that place that I really need to make sure I keep in contact with (im terrible for that)
·   3. Someone in my family is terminal, - Well this is the main point, and she was actually the whole reason for my charity lives stream… We lost her on the 10th of November…. 2 days after I made the original post actually… So because of her loss and the affect it’s had on myself (and the whole family of course) and sorting things I wasn’t going into uni I needed time off work and I just couldn’t cope with it all so something had to give, the only thing that could was of course work sadly… it was a beautiful service and we will miss her dearly <3 Love you nan <3
·  4. Home- This point is still valid only around the second week of December me and the bunnies came over to my other halves house for the Christmas and New Year holidays J
·     5. Events. This hasn’t been relivant in the last couple months due to the fact I couldn’t emotionally handle going anywhere so I missed insomnia and comic con (for the first time in 3 years) due to my mental health state but im hoping to pick it up again in the new year <3 
·  6. Lazy. It’s been a lot less lazy more emotionally and physically drained with everything going on as you can imagine </3

Right, so that’s at least a little bit of an update on things going on with me so you have a better understanding of my absence and stuff, but im going to really be trying now! I ran a poll on twitter to ask about blogging and if people wanted me to carry on with it and how often and the highest majority was for a couple times a week which I’m going to try very hard on J

Thank you all again to whoever bothers to keep up to date with me and I’ll be seeing you all again soon in the next blog post!


<3 Embunny

Thursday 3 December 2015

24 Hour Charity Live Stream - December 2015~

Hey Everybunny!

So incase you didn’t know I am doing a live stream to raise money for cancer research uk and alzhiuemers research uk, it will be a 24 hour live stream which means NO sleep haha, This is taking place later today on the 4th of December (2015) there is a video talking about it a little bit more here
àhttps://youtu.be/uAWMoacksIc

#whitewolfem24hourlivestream

Now the reason I am making a blog post (which is why you may already be here) is because I want to give a list of the pc games I own (I will include my ps4 games also) and I want you to comment below or comment on the video, tweet me or dm me, just CONTACT me! With what you wanna see so I can download or install updates ready while im gaming on my ps4!
List follows;

  •          12 labours of Hercules
  •          12 labours of Hercules 2
  •          12 labours of Hercules 3
  •          Age of empires HD 2
  •          Age of empires HD 3
  •          Alice in wonderland
  •          Amnesia a machine for pigs
  •          Amnesia the dark descent
  •          Ampu-Tea
  •          Ark
  •          Awesomnauts
  •          Back to the future ep 1-5
  •          Bad rats
  •          The basement collection
  •          Battleblock theatre
  •          BEEP
  •          Ben there, Dan that
  •          Beyond Eyes
  •          Beyond Gravity
  •          The binding of Issac
  •          Bioshock 1 & 2
  •          Bl;ack Shadows
  •          BlazBlue: Calamity trigger
  •          Block N Load
  •          Blood of the Werewolf
  •          Botanicula
  •          Breath of death VII
  •          Brothers a tale of two sons
  •          Brutal legend
  •          Camera obscura
  •          Castle crashers
  •          The cave
  •          Chantelise
  •          Child of light
  •          Circuits
  •          Closure
  •          Cloudbuilt
  •          Combat cats
  •          Contagion
  •          Contrast
  •          Cthulhu saves the world
  •          Dayz
  •          Dead pixels
  •          Dead space 2 & 3
  •          Deadlings
  •          Dear Esther
  •          Decay
  •          Dino D-Day
  •          Disciples 3
  •          Disney universe
  •          Don’t starve
  •          Doom 3
  •          Draw a stickman
  •          Dropliz
  •          Duke nukem 3D
  •          Dust and elysian tale
  •          Eets munchies
  •          Elder scrolls skyrim
  •          Euro truck simulator 2
  •          Evoland
  •          Fallout
  •          Far cry 3
  •          Farming world
  •          Feist
  •          FEZ
  •          Five nights at freddies 1-3
  •          Flesh eaters
  •          Flockers
  •          Frozen synapse
  •          FTL
  •          Garrys mod
  •          Ghost master
  •          Goat simulator
  •          Half Life All
  •          Hard Reset
  •          The hat man
  •          Hector 1-3
  •          Hell Yeah!
  •          Home
  •          How to survive
  •          The howler
  •          Huntsman
  •          I am bread
  •          I, zombie
  •          An imp? A fiend!
  •          Van helsing
  •          Injustice
  •          Journey of a roach
  •          Knock knock
  •          Labyronia 1 & 2
  •          Left 4 dead 1 & 2
  •          Legendary
  •          LIMBO
  •          Little inferno
  •          The long dark
  •          Long live the queen
  •          Lume
  •          Mark of the ninja
  •          Max curse of the brotherhood
  •          Mcpixel
  •          Minecraft
  •          Mini metro
  •          Mirrors edge
  •          Monkey island 2
  •          Monster loves you
  •          The moon sliver
  •          Morphopolis
  •          Neverending nightmares
  •          The night of the rabbit
  •          Nosgoth
  •          Octodad
  •          Odd world munches oddessy & new n’ tasty
  •          ORION
  •          Out there somewhere
  •          Outlast
  •          Overcast
  •          Paranormal
  •          Pixeljunk eden
  •          Please don’t touch anything
  •          Plush
  •          Poker night at the inventory
  •          Polarity
  •          Portal 1 & 2
  •          Post master
  •          POSTAL 1 & 2
  •          Primal carnage
  •          Primal fears
  •          Proteus
  •          Psychonauts
  •          Puzzle agent 1 & 2
  •          Rats time is running out
  •          Red faction 1 4
  •          Rocketbirds
  •          Sam and max 1 5
  •          Sang-froid
  •          Scratches
  •          Secret of monkey island
  •          Serious same 1 3
  •          Shadow warrior
  •          Shelter
  •          Showdown effect
  •          Silence of the sheep
  •          Soul gambler
  •          Space farmers
  •          Squirreltopia
  •          Squishy the suicidal pig
  •          Star wars Battlefront 2
  •          Super meat boy
  •          Surgeon simulator
  •          System shock 2
  •          Team fortress classic
  •          They bleed pixels
  •          Thomas was alone
  •          Timberman
  •          Time gentleman, please!
  •          Tinykeep
  •          To the moon
  •          Tomb raider 1-9
  •          Trapped dead
  •          Trine 2
  •          Tropic 1-4
  •          Turbo pug
  •          Unmechanical
  •          Valiant hearts
  •          A valley without wind 1 & 2
  •          A virus named TOM
  •          Viscera santa rampage
  •          Voodoo whisperer
  •          A walk in the dark
  •          The walking dead
  •          Wallace and gromit 1-4
  •          The witcher 1 & 2 and adventure game
  •          World of goo
  •          All the worms
  •          Zoo park

To see the physical list heres my steam -> http://steamcommunity.com/id/WhiteWolfEm/games/?tab=all

I also have sims 4 on my origin and I also have the slender man games, slendytubbies and games from gog, heres that list;
  •          Dragonsphere
  •          Miasmata
  •          Penumbra collection
  •          Primordial
  •          The cat lady
  •          Treasure adventure game


And on my ps4 I currently have;

  • Witcher 3 and expansion
  • Disney infinity
  • Far cry 4
  • Super meat boy
  • Minecraft
  • Terraria   
  • Rocket league


************************************UPDATE************************************

We raised;

£150 for charity! What an amazing amount! I split the amount between the 2 Charites ‘Cancer Research UK’ and ’Alzheimer’s Research UK’ of £75 each!

************************************UPDATE************************************


Please LET ME KNOW what you wanna see n.n

Thank you!

<3 Embunny

Sunday 8 November 2015

Fireworks~

Hey everybunny!

Right I’m really sorry that I have to make this video as it is a very controversial subject and A LOT of people will disagree with me, but, I freaking hate fireworks. I mean the colours and the beauty of it all is amazing and it can be really really romantic, but you know what’s not great about fireworks? The DESTRUCTION they leave behind…

Every year so many animals get terrified to literal death- by the noise and aftermath of fireworks, the smoke and the sudden lights in the sky are terrifying to animals but it is mostly the noise. This time last year I was going to get my bunnies that were only 2 months old at this point, I was originally getting a lionhead and a minirex rabbit from 2 different breeders but who worked together, I was picking the bunnies up the week after bonfire night. Literally the day after bonfire night I received a message telling me that the lionhead bunny baby had died the night before because of the noise from the fireworks (they were outdoor bunnies which made it all the worse for them), which resulted in myself getting the pair of minirex girls from the same breeder as all the other lionhead litters had been taken (I don’t regret having my girls it just makes me sad that the lionhead girl never made it). Every year in the week bonfire night is on I am now bringing the girls inside so that even though it may be a little loud, it won’t compare to them being outside. But it’s not just rabbits that get affected by firework noise, every year certain pet adverts are made about products used to help keep animals calm when there are fireworks, such as the feliway advert and the dap advert, one for cats and one for dogs (link to the advert - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3x2LTePhMwk) . what angers me is there shouldn’t be a case where we have to make our animals accept horrible noises their senses are incredible and detect things much more than our own, so a loud bang that can make us jump is even worse for an animal with their heightened sense of hearing! In America they advertise about being careful with fireworks due to veterans who suffer withy PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) and while I agree people really should take notice for veterans, there should be just as much care and emphasise towards animals that it probably ends up affecting in much higher numbers!



Another example of animal’s I know to suffer from the fireworks was my own pet dog who sadly passed away around 4 years ago now, every bonfire night she would squeeze herself down the back of the sofa and cry and cower, this is the same effect it has on a friend of mines dog to this present day. They cower and cry and whimper and stress themselves out so much some have a heart attack! Luckily I haven’t met anyone who has lost a pet dog or cat from firework induced heart attacks but many have been on the verge! One of my closest friends Nicola, or Phoenixgg2 as you may know her, got told that one of her 2 dogs has an extremely weak heart that cannot be put under too much pressure and she could have very nearly lost him this week due to the sound of the fireworks going on around him from neighbours! After she posted on twitter about how upset all of this was making her and her parents she got verbally attacked for ‘forsaking’ a tradition… I got called a Nazi for stating I hate fireworks because apparently ‘the Germans wanted to take our freedom to do what we want, that is what you are doing by saying fireworks are bad’… I mean I don’t think I ever heard something so stupid in my entire life… I don’t want to BAN fireworks I just think they should be displayed away from public property… it’s all fine and dandy doing it in your own garden do what you want, but with how loud the fireworks are it doesn’t only affect you… you should be considerate of your neighbours it’s crazy selfish! (Also that kid who called me a Nazi also said he ‘didn’t want to buy a poppy because nobody cares about that shit anymore and he won’t be guilt-tripped into spending his “hard-earned” money’… I know right…)



Wednesday I was travelling to Wolverhampton to stay overnight with a uni friend because there was a university trip to whales the day after which I had to be at the uni at 8am for, I stayed over to save me from getting up at 4/5am to get to uni as I would have had to get 2 buses to get there, one being a half an hour travel and the other being an hour and a half travel, which you then have to add in the waiting around for buses and getting to the bus stop. Whilst travelling I very nearly had a panic attack thinking about coming home Friday to my bunnies having died from the noise of the fireworks… my dad put them in their carrier and brought them in the house until the fireworks had ended and we also brought them in overnight Saturday, they’re not allowed in the house we could possibly be kicked out for it but the landlord has agreed to them being in their carrier inside if something outside could cause them harm such as noise. However last night (Saturday/early hours Sunday morning) the fireworks were going off until nearly 3am… I was disgusted and so so angry things like that can keep people awake as well it’s just rude and a public disturbance!

I know fireworks will never stop we just ask that they get moved further away from the public living areas and perhaps be kept between certain times, if the noises are further away the more likely it is for animals to not get affected by the noise (with it being quitter of course) if you would like to read more about the suggestions and the impact fireworks have on animals I have left 2 links below which I found interesting to read. There is a massive effect fireworks in general have on animals such as birds with their super teeny tiny hearts and if you google ‘fireworks effects on birds’ there are a whole range of websites and news articles that come up.

I know people will disagree with me, but I needed to get my words out. I didn’t want to make a video because I would be crying (as I have been through writing this out of upset, anger and frustration). I just love animals…


<3 Embunny