Delay~

Hey everybunny!

Soooo… It’’s been a while hasn’t it? Practically 5 months and a lot has gone on in that time that has made me completely forget about my blogging… My youtubing also took a back burner although I have increased in that a lot recently and been much more active than previously… I have a few reasons as to why I’ve been all over the place and not keeping up to date and basically slacking and here they are;

•  1. I’ve gone back to University. Yes I know I literally only started a month ago, but the run up is crazy stressful. I’ve had to sort all my student finance out, all my equipment and stationary and sorting out my work schedule as well to not overlap each other.
• 2. I’ve been working… a lot. Until I started uni I was doing around 3-5 days a week all ranging from different time periods and with us being understaffed often there was a lot of overtime going on the days of working so I’d go in earlier or stay later when needed,
•  3. Someone in my family is terminal, I do not want to go further into this but as you can imagine hectic and very mood ruining,
• 4. Home. I literally jump between my house, my fiancés and my mother’s so im spreading a lot of time across the different houses and when im not home .blogging and vlogging are very far from the front of my mind.
•    5. Events. I have been to an event a month, sometimes even 2 events a month, for about 4-5 months now, and due to the nature of the events/conventions I’ve also had to make business cards and cosplays and I also record and make videos on these events as well! 
• 6. Lazy. I don’t think I need to explain this one! Haha.

There’s probably a lot more reasons I could give, however I can’t think of anymore for the time being, they keep slipping out my head really… but as you can see I’ve been all over the place and really just not being able to focus on the things that I really want to focus on, I’ve had to prioritise things. But I am back now, which means I’m going to try and blog at least once a week. Probably Wednesday’s as they are the day I am free the most.

I hope I haven’t worried you all and that you’re looking forward to more blogs! If you want a further update on my life at the minute and what I’m doing you can watch my videos on youtube! My 2 channels are www.youtube,com/whitewolfem and www.youtube.com/whitewolfemgaming as you can see one of them is a gaming channel, both of which I have revamped heavily and I intend to work harder on them in the future.

<3 Embunny

2015

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBO-

Oh wait... It's currently 7/1/2015 at 1:53pm... Kinda past the whole near thing isnt it? Oh dear xD

Anyways, i have been given an amazingly beautiful laptop for christmas which means ill be able to keep more up to date with all of my internet things which includes this blog! I'll also make sure to post more as i will redownload to my new phone :).

I will be making a New Year video which you will be able to find the link to at the bottom of this blog post when i have actually finished editing and uploading it xD but now i have 2 youtube accounts! My main one for vlogs, information, reviews, tutorials, artwork etc and a gaming channel :)

Gaming ---> https://www.youtube.com/user/WhiteWolfEmGaming
Main ---> https://www.youtube.com/user/WhiteWolfEm

Pretty simple aye ;)

Now that the pointless selfpromotion is out of the way i wanna discuss with you what i wanna bring to this blog. The reviews ill be doing for Youtube i will also put on tumblr posts and on blogger posts, so that way people who can't access one or the other or maybe both can access it and/or comment on their favourite posts. Here will be the most indepth discussions with all the added detail i didn't feel it necessary to include in the shorter going through :)
Basically if you want the basics youtube and tumblr, if you want in depth and lots of pictures explanations and information, you come here :)
Alot of companies i've reached out to for reviews and sponsering have all asked for either a blog or tumblr, noone really cares for the youtube videos, but i wanna do them all just in case :)

Now here comes the part where i want your involvement :3 if you'd be most kind n.n

I would like advice on making this blog better and what information and style of blog posts the people who will or want to read would enjoy reading, there will be alot of reviews and tutorials put on here and also monthly youtube videos promotions from my channels so you can then read a small descrip and choose which videos youd rather watch at the end of every month :) so it makes it a little simpler for those who are only interested in certain things :)
I've never properly had a blog post before so i would like to know what parts of how i write and st everything out (layout) work and what needs changing and how also :)

For a quick update into my life 2015 i want it to be the year i really push my game UP! By that i mean stop being lazy, connect with more people and further myself in my art, my creativity, my gaming/youtube and the new career path im on. I also want to go back to uni and complete my first year and sort out my dad (hopefully). I don't think ill be leaving my dads and moving in with my fella this year, there's a chance for next year or maybe the year after, hopefully no later than 2017/2018 :)
At the minute my house is in utter chaos! I was moving all of the upstairs rooms around and i spent at least 3 weeks at my other halfs over the christmas and new year period, i'm actually there right now! Tomorrow after work will be the first night i've spent back at my dads for nearly a month xD so by tomorrow night i will have planned to have finished moving everything into the 2 rooms and finishing off the last of the decorating and sorting my new bedroom by the end of next week :) (wish me luck xD)
I have also ordered softbox lights and when the gaming room is sorted ill have a clear wall to do videos with so for lookbooks or reviews or general vlogs (If i choose to make them that formal) so year by the end of january ill have those things sorted and hopefully more structure and order to my life :)
Doubt it but won't hurt to really give it a good go xD
I also wanna get healthier and read 100 books this year but i doubt that that'll happen tbh xD

Anyways i best be off, this was a really long blog, but i hope you welcome me back and will enjoy reading my blog :D <3

Em
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Connect with me;
Twitter ~ https://twitter.com/WhiteWolfEm
Facebook ~ https://www.facebook.com/WhiteWolfEm
Gaming Youtube ~ https://www.youtube.com/user/WhiteWolfEmGaming
Main Youtube ~ https://www.youtube.com/user/WhiteWolfEm
Tumblr ~ http://whitewolfem.tumblr.com/
Goodreads ~ https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/38080859-emily-cutler
Deviantart ~ http://whitewolfem.deviantart.com/

Inspiration

Hello internet! :3

Right i'm HOPING some of you reading will know who i am! Whether it's from YouTube, DeviantArt, Furaffinity, VYou, Facebook, Twitter etc (I've made a lot of sites to try and appeal to every individual out there) it all doesn't matter haha. If you're seen my YouTube channel you'll know that i was often making vlogs (A video blog) but upon the sharing of someones view making me feel a lil uncomfortable about some of my uploads (Just what i was talking about), i decided to delete alot of posts, which i now deeply regret and cannot take back :( i have 2 outta around 60 vlogs left from the spree so i thought i'd turn my normal erryday life blogging to writing instead :)

So i have a friend, i call her Squazzil buh her internet name is Miss Jane (As anyone from YouTube will understand) and she started a blog and has recently had a spree of blogging for uni and helping herself feel better! Now she told me off last week as i hadn't read the majority of her posts, so i started to last night and i have to say i was positively captivated! For 2 hours into the night and all day at college today i have read her posts and it has inspired me to begin my own and make up for the reckless behaviour i released upon YouTube last month!

I shall divulge you ever so slightly into the title i chose for my overall blog 'The Bunny, The Wolf, The Girl Behind the Mask'. Generally i see myself as a bunny rabbit; sweet, innocent, friendly, cute, loving and optmistic it is also a nickname from my sweetheart i hold dear to me and an ongoing joke between me and him. The wolf represents the more mischevious, sexual and sensual part of myself (This is all in my mind, just remember that xD) and it is also my favourite animal :) The whole deal about the mask is there are many things about myself i keep hidden away, yes i'm a very open person and i have been trampled upon many a time for having this 'flaw', but there are secrets about my past i only divulge to those who need to know which i refuse to have splayed over the internet, my point being i wear a mask, i have even designed this metaphorial thing inside my brain as well xD i wrote a story a long time ago (Unfinished like most of my work) and the characters all had masks simliar buh all different in very specific ways... All based off of the one i imagine i have over my own face.

I hope that little insight into the workings of my brain has cleared a few things up, and i hope what i have written hasn't bored you haha :)

Em
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P.S Heres my Bunny hat and Wolf hat #TeamAnimalHat people! <3 XxX

The Spirt Hood ^ The Bunneh Hat -->